So firstly- Happy Valentine's Day everyone and hope you spend it with all your loved ones <3
....forget it. :) Not my birthday no more.
I'm old now. :D
Never wanna eat cake...again.
11.02.09 : Semi Formal
So I had this really FANTASTIC idea where if I tell my mom last minute about dances and such, she will have no choice but to let me go! :) Unfortunately this time, it backfired on me. She let me at first..making me feel all bubbly inside because this was SEMI-FORMAL!!! But then... asked if there was a price to it.. I hestitated and said it was thirty dollars..+ the fact that my friend was helping me pay for the other ten dollars... but then she said it was too expensive- and that made me pissed. I was like, what the hell... she just told me that I'm a grownup now and I should be able to make my own decisions YET she goes around and makes my decisions for me! God.. sometimes I think she can be a big pain.
So I try and plead for her to let me go..but she makes up more excuses saying how i have to take care of my brother..although he's ALMOST 14 ! It's not like he can't take care of himself for 3 hours? I find that really unfair. Even I, at age 12 was already staying home by myself! So I try to sleep last night... yet I keep thinking about semi, and then wake up every 1-2 hours and not being able to fall back asleep. Finally at around 6:20ish AM, I decide to finally get up since I realize I'm not going to be able to fall back asleep any longer...it was almost 7:50 anyways... so I get up and eat my cereal.
Finally at around 7:30ish, my mom comes down... and asks me why I'm awake so early. Is there a REASON for me to be early? Why can't I just be early ? So I ask her again and she LSKJDFLDSk's at me... which causes me to erupt ... in tears. It was ... really stupid. I don't know if it's pre-PMS or I'm just bummed out that everyone is backing out of my birthday party, the guy I like doesn't like me back.. and school is stressing me out. Just call me a stress puppy ;)
So I grudgingly go to school... and instantly gets cheered up by recieving a rose during first period. :) it just made me smile that my friend cared. Even if its just ONE ROSE :) tyvmt<3
Next period is Biology..which I literally dread. I don't dread the subject itself since Biology is one of my favourite courses, but the permanent sub. that is in for the usual fun Ms. W is really.. something. I don't want to go into detail, but it just feels like he never runs out of breath! -sigh-
Also today I recieved this strange green sheet from my HF teacher regarding an issue of me owing a fine/ late library material? Turns out it was this big fine for some stupid book from 2 years ago AKA A Thousand Suns..which I discussed back in 2007 to the librarian that I never took out! She took it off...and nothing comes up till today. Why did they suddenly decide to have it pop back up again? The fee was too much- 18.10?! Might as well buy a new book!
I explained to the libararian, who said to talk to the head lib. who said that she didn't remember..but looking at my history (Late fees for 4 books aka thanks to my EX-friend) she can't just let me off, so I had to pay- but decided to take 8.10, but I still had to pay ten bucks! So unfair lah! >< -sigh-
Anyways, this was my BLAH for today :) feeling very tired at the moment.. just want to drift off to sleep...
xoxo
PB
So I try and plead for her to let me go..but she makes up more excuses saying how i have to take care of my brother..although he's ALMOST 14 ! It's not like he can't take care of himself for 3 hours? I find that really unfair. Even I, at age 12 was already staying home by myself! So I try to sleep last night... yet I keep thinking about semi, and then wake up every 1-2 hours and not being able to fall back asleep. Finally at around 6:20ish AM, I decide to finally get up since I realize I'm not going to be able to fall back asleep any longer...it was almost 7:50 anyways... so I get up and eat my cereal.
Finally at around 7:30ish, my mom comes down... and asks me why I'm awake so early. Is there a REASON for me to be early? Why can't I just be early ? So I ask her again and she LSKJDFLDSk's at me... which causes me to erupt ... in tears. It was ... really stupid. I don't know if it's pre-PMS or I'm just bummed out that everyone is backing out of my birthday party, the guy I like doesn't like me back.. and school is stressing me out. Just call me a stress puppy ;)
So I grudgingly go to school... and instantly gets cheered up by recieving a rose during first period. :) it just made me smile that my friend cared. Even if its just ONE ROSE :) tyvmt<3
Next period is Biology..which I literally dread. I don't dread the subject itself since Biology is one of my favourite courses, but the permanent sub. that is in for the usual fun Ms. W is really.. something. I don't want to go into detail, but it just feels like he never runs out of breath! -sigh-
Also today I recieved this strange green sheet from my HF teacher regarding an issue of me owing a fine/ late library material? Turns out it was this big fine for some stupid book from 2 years ago AKA A Thousand Suns..which I discussed back in 2007 to the librarian that I never took out! She took it off...and nothing comes up till today. Why did they suddenly decide to have it pop back up again? The fee was too much- 18.10?! Might as well buy a new book!
I explained to the libararian, who said to talk to the head lib. who said that she didn't remember..but looking at my history (Late fees for 4 books aka thanks to my EX-friend) she can't just let me off, so I had to pay- but decided to take 8.10, but I still had to pay ten bucks! So unfair lah! >< -sigh-
Anyways, this was my BLAH for today :) feeling very tired at the moment.. just want to drift off to sleep...
xoxo
PB
