lousy week.

hey guys!

so now that the holidays are OFFICIALLY over, it's time to head back to school and face the reality that lies before us - exam & summative time. This is definitely the most painful 3 weeks us students face and is also the most sleepless. ): For the past week, I think I've slept a total of.... around 16-20 hours? Which isn't good. I TRY to sleep when I can, it's just that there's so little time and so much work to do!

today is definitely not a photo sharing day, this is a more personal entry so if you were just looking for beauty pics/ or etc then just skip over this post. :)

these days I've been feeling pretty lousy, I'm not sure if it's  because my period is here (I have never gotten PMS before
taken out for personal purposes. :) thanks for the emails guys!

first day of 2010- a new decade.

can you guys believe it? It's already the first day of a new decade- 2010 and I feel like crying for some reason now that 10 years have passed by in a blink of an eye. I was actually suppose to post my New Years resolutions last night before 2010 officially hit; but I got preoccupied by parties and such happening in my own home. It's not too late to post them haha.

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS

1) The year where I FINALLY kick off my worse habit- PROCRASTINATION.
2) Everyone in my family is in good health and I'm able to take care of them.
3) I'm able to focus, concentrate and buckle down to finish my final year and get good marks.
4) Not to be afraid of the future, but to embrace it.
5) Take care of my skin- eat healthily, drink lots of water, and sleep early.
6) Kick 2nd worse habit- sleeping late.
7)Become more organized.
8) Earn money for own tuition.
9) Become better at my make up skills.
10) Take care of my little brother.

Those are all the New Years resolutions I intend on doing, and I will cross each one off one by one as I complete them :). I know number 1 is a but unrealistic at the moment, since you can't completely kick it off- but I know I can try  because procrastination is the worst thing that has ever happened to me haha.

I just want to reflect back on some of the most memorable things that has happened to me in 2009, and I hope to anyone who actually reads this, that it doesn't bore you in anyway.

When I first started this blog, it was actuallly intended to become a beauty blog as you can probably tell from the title- The Beauty Muncher. I never intended for this blog to have any readers/followers and still don't, it's just something I wanted to put out there, but as time wore on.. it became less of a beauty blog and more of a venting/personal blog. Believe me, like many others- I had my doubts in putting my real thoughts, opinions, and personal info out there because you can suddenly just get a random reader passing by to lash at you for putting your own opinion out there.

However, I find that writing in a blog for my own personal life is just rewarding in a way- it may not be the same as writing in a diary (Which I find a bit tedious due to my hand cramping up after writing only 3 pages, yet wanting to write over 20), but it still holds the same sentimental values. I know my goal of having more followers for this blog didn't exactly happen, but I think that it'll just take time- and you don't actually have to have followers in order to write a blog anyhow. xP

So one of my most memorable moments was writing and starting up this blog, another is definitely starting my Youtube channel and getting to know alot of extremely nice people such as fionaman, suelynn, Queenie, and etc. They're all sweethearts and have a talent for doing reviews and nice simple looks!

Although my videos have recieved critisim- such as some who told me to never make videos again because I simply suck- I wouldn't stop just because of one criticial comment. Instead, I would take them into consideration and try to improve my video making skills.

There are actually many memorable moments that happened to me in 2009, such as meeting my new friends in my school, going on fun beach trips with them, finally getting more in touch with my mom, doing my first 'haul' video, having my parents find my videos on Youtube and watching them (A bit embarrassing), and more. It was just a fantastic year, and even though there have been hard times, I hope the upcoming year for 2010 will be even better and with the hard times that are going to come- that I will be able to overcome them.

I hope everyone has a fantastic new years and Happy new Years to all!

xoxo

Rene